I’m soooo horny over the girl I like
I actually came on here on a throwaway account a few months ago asking Reddit if u guys think this girl likes me and yall said it was unlikely and not to risk it, WELL GUESS WHO PLAYED THE LONG GAME AND WAS RIGHT?? I can’t even be mad because all my personal friends thought I was making it up, but a few weeks back she confessed to me after many homoerotic sleepovers and we had sex/cuddle/makeout seshes for a few weeks before having to part ways because she graduated college and I got an out of state summer job. We still keep contact and are planning to see each other in 3 weeks for a bit, and then in August we’ll be in the same state again. But I’m genuinely sooooo freaked out thinking abt her it makes me feel badddd. I always thought I wasn’t a sexual person because I’ve never been thatttt into it in the past but I literally can’t stop thinking about her. I don’t know if it’s because I pined for her for so long and didn’t think it was possible? Or because I’m just soo attracted to her? Anyways, before we ever confessed I was talking about how I have a low sex drive in my relationships and she said hers was high, but she’d never had sex prior to me so I’m not sure how that holds up in actuality. I’m just scared mine is tooo high compared to hers and don’t want to ask where she stands on it because I feel like it’ll sound goofy. I also don’t want her to think I’m just sexually attracted to her. I think it just stems from the fear of being a ‘perverted lesbian’ or ‘like a man’. Does anyone relate?