I feel like I’m suffocating in my own home
I [14F]yes I’m technically not allowed on here but I need someone to talk to or give advice. It’s about my mother and my brother…
My mother is very interested in me playing some kind of sport, but I’m just not a sporty person. I’m more into arts and crafts rather than physical activities. The past couple weeks have been depressing, my mother is insisting on me playing a sport, she even told me “if you don’t pick a sport to play, I’ll force you into one.”
My mother usually goes for an afternoon walk but whenever she does she’ll ask if I want to come and I’ll most of the time, say no. Sometimes after I say no, she’ll say how i’m lazy and that Im never gonna accomplish anything in life If I consistently stay inside my room all day.
Just as some extra info, my brother [16M]is a jerk.
I stress eat often, typically whenever I’m alone, one of my favourite stress eating snacks is corn chips and salsa. Now my brother will often make “jokes” or snide comments about my stress eating. He’ll often point out my insecurities, make fun of my weight and physical appearance.
I love being home but sometimes being in any other place than home feels better. I hate school but sometimes going there and being surrounded by my friends makes everything better.
My friends have their own mental health problems so they can relate and they are the only real reason on why I haven’t done it.
I just need someone to help me get through this or if anyone had advice please let me know.
Btw this is my first post so idk if this even makes and sense but oh well…