u/Hot-Hurry7745

I've experienced this so much and every time I try to get back up is that I tend to go back to my bad habits(isolation and daydream).

What I mean is that there's just too much chaos energy in your surrounding and then there's this situation where you can't even control yourself or others while someone is trying to control you too.

Have you experienced it? How do you cope this solely?

I just wanna rant and it's kinda weird if someone will hear these stuff but in my case I just can't seem to feel grounded when they want me to absorb their energy.

Rn my aquarius father is having so much energy and I can't sleep. It frustrated me because I know that I'm not letting his energy come through to me but it's just too powerful.

He can't even control his own and can't even determine his. The fact that he is drunk makes it even worse.

What's your thought? Have ever doubted yourself too despite knowing that you're already setting boundaries yet you still fell uncomfortable?

edited: how you cope with it? have you ever feel like you're about to lose yourself?

seeing today's path said that it's best to have a strong bond with them, tho I'm only 50 percent sure that I'll have a talk with them since they had past bad records to me. what's your thoughts?

is it really necessary to do it? I didn't follow it but the outcome today felt so draining, lots of bad luck came 🥲

My vission right now is not blurry anymore unlike in the past that I feel like I'm not living life. The surrounding too is so vivid and all the sounds I'm hearing is so clear.

I'm not imagining things/ being dreamy anymore and when I think is that I could still be in the present.

Am I the only one?

I know other zodiac sign could feel this too but I know pisces could experience this situation too.

If yes, what's your experience with it and how you deal with it?

Mine is that I tend to understand sometimes what the animals want me to do.

People that surrounds me mistaken my emotion as me being like arrogant, when in fact it's not.

hbu?

I want to know how you dealt with it and what's the consequences of choosing yourselve over others.

Everytime I let myself guard down, they easily able to track me down whether am I sleeping or not. I'm talking about like telepathic, if my conscious is wake up is like they'll able to notice it.

Is this the price for having no boundaries?

just got curious... has someone already experience this kind of thing..

like pleasing others outside or when interacting with them like you let them see the real you..