u/Hot-Patient6394

I lost my amazing father in 2018, and still can’t accept he’s gone. I think it’s my guilt knowing I could have done so much more, and handled things so much better! I’d really love to know if he has any messages for me, good bad or ugly I just want him to have his voice. In the last two weeks of his life he was non verbal so was not given the dignity of making his own choices. Also I cannot bear to part with his ashes, but I don’t know if he is happy to be with me or if he wants to be somewhere else?! Please if you get anything from my dad please share I would appreciate it more than you could ever know 🙏🏽