I CAN'T STAND MY MOTHER GUYS
Pls someone diagnose why my mom is like this
I don't feel guilty at all my mom quite literally hates me I see a lot of the posts here and I relate to almost all of them since my grandma died my mom is a worse person in literally everything she's stressed all the time constantly breaks things at the house and I have to always think twice whatever the fuck I say because her communication skills are so bad we always end up arguing or she gets pissed at me and she never NEVER wants to admit when she's wrong but she herself is aware of when she's wrong oh and the worst part I feel guilty whenever she finally says I'm right
Right now I don't know what even triggered her I asked her something and she like I was pressuring her said in an aggressive tone I don't know and I pointed her out that she always answers like that when I ask her something and that's it my fucking Bad for asking something I wanted to know because she was in a bad mood the worst thing is I sometimes act like that like I hate living in her house like I don't even want her fucking food like my gut Always tells me she hates HATES feeding me shes like a teenager right now she's throwing stuff and slapping herself and doing weird "pain"moans I'm not even impressed because y'all have to understand that this happens every single week Is like she hates me for worrying about her since I'm a kid she tells me to get away when she's frustrated
I think she has the bussy adult identity but nah she spent 6 Horus watching movies before doing something oh and she got triggered that I wanted to look for a job because I'm 17 and I want to start making my own money and I wanted to go tomorrow and it's mother's day but she doesn't get that I want the fucking Job so i can pay other things like her present im buying her but I just didn't bother to explain her why because she has 2 damn braincells, she frames it as busy son not having time to spend with her mother idk it gives the vibe that she subconsciously sees me as a husband and this just adds more to the disgust I feel for her I don't feel guilty I don't feel bad for this person I hate her with my life ofc since I was a child she's treated me like a pet but she's insufferable right now her excuse is my grandma died like I didn't suffer too because my grandma was a better mother than this lady and the past months keep proving that
I dont care about her apologies or her regret because she won't change I'm sad this is my mother but... Im looking forward being away from her for good, like I said, she hates me so much she doesn't want me to care for her she always has to be superior morally idk if I'm being an ungrateful son I don't feel guilty at all after all the stress I've went through with this person