feeling empty
Lately, I feel like I’ve been losing myself.
For the past few months, I haven’t been able to focus on my goals in life. I feel empty, tired, and lost. Sometimes I see myself as a failure, and my mind keeps thinking negatively about everything. I started isolating myself from people, even from my own family. I don’t really have friends to talk to anymore.
My boyfriend and I keep arguing, even about small things, and it makes me feel more emotionally drained. On top of that, my past work trauma keeps coming back into my mind, and I feel like I can’t control it no matter how hard I try.
I’m also struggling with gambling addiction, and I truly want to stop because I know it’s destroying me emotionally and financially. Right now, I’m facing both financial problems and mental struggles at the same time. I feel useless sometimes. I forget things easily, I can’t focus properly, and my thoughts feel scattered.
I tried writing everything down before, hoping it would help, but I still end up feeling empty and confused. Honestly, I don’t know what to do anymore. I just know that deep inside, I’m tired of feeling this way and I want things to get better somehow.