u/HotConfusion5232

My sister has all types of schizophrenia plus ASD, and GAD. I’ve never stated that in my last post I believe. And for new people, I am the younger sister and my older sister is 19 [F]

Hi, I went on here a bit ago about when my sister first started going down. We have gotten her therapy, pills, and we have been trying to watch and distract her best we can. My mom sleeps with my sister at night.

My dad has gone on deployment now, so he isn’t here to help anymore.

I fucking KNEW she was lying, I have listened to a comment on my older post to keep evidence, I’ve been taking pictures and trying to help my parents best I can. For a little bit they thought she was finally doing better, something in my gut told me she’s been lying since the start. There’s no way she doesn’t remember half of the crap she did when she was deep in that episode; anyways what the main thing is, I was correct that my sister is in fact NOT doing better, she still wants to ’off’ (you know what I mean) herself, she apparently has grudges against others, I think it may be us and the friendgroup, I’m unsure.

I‘m so goddamn worried but god, I feel so tired. Ever since 2025 life has felt like a complete shitshow disaster. Please, does it get better? How do I help my sister stop feeling like this? My mom is working on getting her with. therapist again, it’s hard because we’re trying to afford it and it’s kind of out of their control on whether my sister gets therapy again right now. But they’re seriously trying and I want to do better for my family on helping.

I feel super guilty; but literally it just feels like a constant with almost everyone in my friend group, including my sister who is in this group. Theres this ‘Sad therapy chat’ the owner of our group made for the discord server but I can’t even use it to rant because my sister is in the server.

I only have two friends in the group that aren’t insecure openly at least, because who am I to say they aren’t. Well one is very busy so she rarely chats but she’s still an awesome friend and then the other is kind of like me where we don’t really talk about if we’re feeling bad or something. I just wish we could go at least a week without someone being sad, I know it’s toxic to think that and I want to know how to stop feeling like this.

My sister goes on about how she’s the ‘biggest loser in the world;’ she’s left the groupchat three times because of personal reasons, and well there’s very sensitive things that I can’t state or else this would not be posted. Another friend constantly talks about that they’re annoying and my god they’re only annoying because they keep insisting that! Another one asks if she’s annoying a lot when she talks about things and me and the others keep telling her no, that’s its fine.

Another huge issue is nobody seems to stand up for themselves or talk about an issue they’re having about someone else in the group except for me. I’ve had a few different times where one of them texted me telling me about something so I go ahead and tell the person about the problem and eventually the problem is fixed because I try to keep pushing it. Yes, I know I’m sounding like an asshole and self centered, I probably am but I don’t mean to come off that way. I’m just so sick of these people I care about basically going through the SAME problems every few days. I swear the reassurance and words never work, I’m getting tired of just acknowledging it at this point. I don’t know how to stop that annoyance festering in me.