The way you......
Why am I sitting here crying? I will tell you why...
How about cause....
The way you treated me
The way you talk behind my back to mutual friends
The way you blame me for everything that don't go your way
The way you make me react to look crazy
The way you suck all my energy from me
The way you think I honestly owe you something
The way you sit on a petal stool thinking your better
The way you throw my mental illness in my face
The way you use me then be so cruel after you got what you wanted
The way you honestly lie to me and say you love me
The way you planned the narrative to look like the victim
The way you have isolated me
The way you start fights just to have some drama to talk about
The way you give me false hopes
The way you say I made it all up when I confront your actions with solid proof
The way you gas light me
The way you emotionally broke me
The way you made me want to end my life
The way you ruin my happiness
The way you used affection and attention as a punishment
The way you were jealous of me (weird)
The way you always wanted to compete with me (weird)
The way you used me
The way you took advantage of my kindness
The way you have no empathy for me even when my family members passed away
The way you costs me friends
The way you tried to turn my family against me
The way you give me panic attacks when anything about you comes up
The way you abandoned me when I needed you the most
The way you make up things I've never said or did
The way you have never took my side on anything
The way you belittled me
The way you put my family members down
The way you only allowed me to be around only your people
The way you called that trashy ex neighbor (I hate) and told her lies about me
The way you made false reports about me
The way you lie bout yourself to others
The way you won't take responsibility for nothing you say or do
The way you lie about raising other men's children when you only were around a year of their life
The way you lie about being sober
The way you use everyone then you throw them away
The way you think everyone owes you
The way you blame everyone for your actions
The way you bread crumb me
The way you threw other woman in my face
The way you made me have no self worth
The way you made me have to self confidence
The way you made me question everything even myself
The way you still continue to disrupt my life like it's a fucking game.
I love you but honestly I fucking hate you! I don't know how someone could be as cruel as you and walk around having people think your the greatest thing since sliced bread! Here's where it changes for you.. all the shit I did for you even as broken as I became is done! All the secrets and dark addictions I put up with I will no longer do that! Karma is a bitch! I hope you get someone just like you but you always go after the woman who need rescuing! Shit you couldn't get someone not in a life crisis! Your a predator!
This is where I begin to pick up and fix all the shit you broke in me! Thank you for being a real stand up man!