u/HotPeak6168

I've been feeling down and thinking about leaving. I'm almost 30,and nothing is going right yet. I'm just gonna become older with less things in my hand. I'm having depressive episodes and driving people away. I feel like I'm done with myself and don't want to try anymore. But looking at a person with less then me,that still is happily living,I don't understand how they can keep going.