I’m in year 3 of college now, and I’ve been noticing people tend to avoid me over the years. I’ve been told it’s just in my head and that I’m overthinking, but in these recent semesters it’s become really obvious that my peers purposely ignore me.
In every group project I’ve been a part of, at the end of the presentation it’s just silence, while every other group in the class gets claps (even if they performed poorly). Same thing when answering questions, everyone else gets clapped for, but when it’s my turn, it’s just complete utter silence.
Thinking people hate you is already one thing, but when it feels like they actually don’t like you, it’s even worse because it’s not “all in my head” anymore. This is infact my reality.
Ive always maintained good relations in all group work that I’ve been apart of and I made sure to contribute my fair share. We never become friends after but I always leave an impression that I’m reliable to them.
But after all this time, it still feels like I’m disliked. I don’t know what I am doing wrong. I hate it so much I don’t wanna go to school anymore.