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Me and my partner have been together for almost 3 years. We’re both 22.
I’ve struggled with bulimia since I was 16 and have recovered and relapsed more times than I can count. He’s supportive and aware of my issues but recently he’s lost a lot of weight (healthy eating, working out, soccer and basketball) and I can see his ribs when he’s sat down. I’ve not relapsed for over 6 months and then the other night he woke up hungover and outwardly says he needs to make himself throw up and I could hear him from the bedroom retching and forcing himself to be sick. I feel weird about it.
I want to do that and I can’t but all of this is making it really difficult to stay on track. I’ve had so many dark and scary thoughts and how much I want to purge and he’s not only loosing sm weight but now he’s making himself sick. Idk how to feel or how to go about it.
Please any advice before my brain falls out of my ear, much appreciated!!