URGENT (botched and need help) : pls read entirely
First of all i want to preface this by saying i'll delete if it's not approved, and sorry to bother u with my issues. I feel like the "spare change?" meme gif from Bob the Sponge, omg it's so embarrassing i feel so bad for asking help there..
I just tried everything and need ur help.
as u may know i'm the french girl who got severely botched by a famous european clinic AND had medical complications that weren't taken seriously soon enough on top of my butchery experience. I was "agreeablegarlic" on my former account.
i had to postpone the legal expertise for mental health issues (dissociation) and other stuff and bcs i was waiting for surgeons consult reports. But my expertise is either in 2 weeks or early June, my lawyer has been waiting for weeks to get the expert (working for the court)'s quote and she told me he needs more time and informations to review my case and give an exact quote due to my complicated case. i already paid my lawyer a few thousands, but the expertise in Madrid is around 1500 euros (still waiting for the exact quote but the approximate quote is 1500), she told me he'll send her the quote in a few days, probably monday, which means i have to pay the expert by monday.
I have the money for flights and train and hotel room, and a part of the expertise price but i still miss 850 euros bcs of other debts i had to pay etc😢😢😢my family can't help, i can't work nor go back to uni, i wear a mask every day for years now. i tried gofundme and getting a small loan without success.
i can send u in dm all the proofs, my ID, my official surgery documents and contracts i signed, my lawyer messages, my pictures, quotes, and EVERYTHING. And if u don't believe me i can send u my face holding a paper with what u want written on it as a verification step, although i already sent my face on troonselfies before, before deleting.
i swear i'll refund u every month until my settlement indemnity that should hopefully be there in a few months.. even if u want with interest rate i will refund i promise but i'm desperate because if it's not done very soon THERE WILL BE PROSECUTION of my case (my initial surgery with my clinic was in fall 2021 and prosecution is at 5 years; it takes a while to book an expert appointment, and my lawyer has to have filed the complaint to the judge very soon, in maximum 2 months, knowing the post expertise report can take 5 weeks or more to be there... so i have to book the appointment in the upcoming days but i can't 😭😭😭😭😭😭
if 2 people (a bit unrealistic knowing even finding 1 ready to help is probably hard) who aren't struggling financially or are "rich" could help me a little, obviously probably noone would lend me 850 but even if it was 550, 500, 450 euros it would help me. or what u can. IF U ARE STRUGGLING PLS DON'T TRY TO HELP, i wouldn't want another tranner in more financial difficulty, u should always care about yourself first before helping others.
PLEASE HELP ME ik i sound pathetic but i will never get revenge if i don't sue them and will never have the money to get fixed. and i also do this so that other patients aren't suffering with my clinic, and so my surgeons and clinic as a whole get scared and don't let residents or themselves mutilate others, they're literally dark triad. I'm trying to get my life back.
i'm sorry for begging i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry
someone save me
wtf has my life became.