I just lost the love of my life.. 😔
I’ve been seeing this guy on and off for the past year, and we only started dating back in march 2026. So it was a Sunday night and I believe it was April 17th but he was going out with his friends that night and I kind of didn’t want him to go just because I wanted to cuddle with him and he always put me to sleep.. but he left anyways and seems so happy and excited to hangout with his friends so I didn’t want to do that to him. I was sad, but not like he wasn’t gonna come back or anything and then I didn’t even think of what I was about to do, I just did it. And that was it. I never did it again. I had sex with my babydaddy/ex that night. After it happened, I went straight home and went to sleep. Then my boyfriend found out and he was devastated.. do you think he’ll ever forgive me? I know what I did was wrong and the ultimate betrayal but it literally didn’t mean anything. I have no feelings towards my babydaddy at all. I just want my boyfriend but he just left me today. I don’t want anyone besides him. We were working it out together but he decided that he doesn’t want me anymore. I love him so much. Him & I have been through so much within a year of knowing each other. I begged and pleaded for him to stay. I fucked up so bad😔 I’ve been doing everything to make it up to him but it’s not good enough now. I ruined it 😔