Why do my parents love me so much?
My parents deserve all the happiness in the world and I keep failing them. All I ever try to do is ease off some load of my father, give my mother some break from all the stress. I just had to break a bad news to them and I had been thinking about sharing this with them for couple of days thinking they'll react badly. I finally gathered the guts to tell them and facetimed my mom this morning. I was terrified but I made sure that I looked chill and okay. They saw right through me, said all the right things, told me that it's okay and everything happens for a good reason. I don't deserve someone who keeps doing things for me when i haven't been able to give them anything but reasons to despise me. I love them so much and I want to make them proud of me and happy.
I am at some point in my life where I'll have to make a fresh start again. I don't know how I am going to handle this and I don't know how my parents can handle everything while I start my yet another new beginning.
If I could only wish for one thing today, I'd wish my parents wishes got granted. I don't deserve them, it breaks my heart.