I hate that we are in 2026 and the surgery is still a gambling decision!
I'm tired of thinking about taking this gambling decision.. The surgery can be a life changing for me or it can be a unsuccessfull and a nightmare... and it's not depend on the doctor as many people had bad experience with high rated doctors so a good doctor does not guarantee good results too!
I'm really tired and I feel thinking about it is ruining my life...
I'm even keep delaying of getting a job until I make a decision because if I decided to do it I can have enough recovery time without need to be limited if I have a job..
I was even thinking to postpone until maybe they change the technique to a better one that more safe but don't know if that will ever happen or how will handle this..
I can't even trust ENT's doctor opinions because for sure he will not be 100% honest and he want to make money at the end anyway..
I'm really tired of it and don't know what to do!