u/Hot_Letterhead8101

I (34F) been seeing a woman for a while who I really like and we get along so well. I’m kind of crazy about her.. we have really good sexual chemistry as well and get each other off but I always feel like somethings missing. We’ve talked about how I need penetration and tried a strap for the first time recently, and although it was good, I still felt like something was missing. I think what I miss is the sensation on both sides of the equation.. I kind of miss the pleasure that I know a guy is getting while inside me. Has anyone else experienced this and been able to remedy or rethink it?