u/Hot_Tomato833

I m 21 now and since i was 14 i was feeling lonely its been years I thought i will get better but even around people or alone i feel something inside empty i get weird thoughts tears come down from my eyes randomly i feel something inside empty bad empty lonely idk what to do idk who to reach it is growing with my age i m at that point i just want easy escape any type of medicine or killing myself everyday i wake up i feel like something is tearing apart my heart bit by bit I can’t sleep properly I can’t eat properly everything feels heavy and burden on my mood i feel like i have no future i have nothing I don’t wanna do nothing just want permanent escape