u/Hour-Philosophy-6508

Im 20 years old, and i live with a narcisistic mother, who constantly invalidates my emotions and put herself over me, constantly arguing that i don't want to study just because i said im really tired of college (computer science) and wanted a extra time to recover since i spent my entire vacation studying for a internship, but she's forcing me to go back to college and i will suffer more stress and pressure. I don't really know what to do except to give up on everything i don't have nowhere to go, no family and not even a job since i live in a small city in north east brazil and i dont have money to move out, im tired of everything and with a mother who doesn't care about my pain and sees her daughter as a small extension of herself i feel stuck on cave. What should i do? remote jobs are highly competitive and im still on 4 semester of college.