I’m about to get pissed with how unfair it is to have an autistic brother.
So I get in trouble a lot I’m not a very “you hit me I’m gonna tell the teacher person” I’m more of a “you hit me I beat your ass”person. My entire life I haven’t ever been a golden child but neither has my brother. So recently my brother has had a fixation on stadiums. Typically this wouldn’t be a problem but he wants to go to games every weekend and cry’s when he doesn’t. Still fine but he came up to me recently with an incomplete purchase expecting me to fix it. What happened was he tried to purchase tickets to a game at MSG mind you we live in Washington DC. He didn’t add a card number so the purchase didn’t go through but this isn’t the first time he has done this he made a purchase on my dads phone for 100 dollar seats but my dad was able to cancel it. And I told my mom she was like well he doesn’t understand what a purchase is and he doesn’t understand what this stuff means. Me and my brother hate how unfair it is first of all he just comes home and watches tv homework since he is autistic is optional while I have hours of homework a night. Also my entire life everyone except for my grandparents who actually see me don’t care about me it’s just wow my brother got a fourth grade reading level wow mines when I was in sixth grade was a 10th grade reading level I got a good job. My brother is also such a bitch to me but my parents are like he is in a bad mood. Well he shouldn’t be treating me like shit everyday considering he just comes home and does nothing. Just sits in front of the tv like a fucking potato. I used to be in a worse mental state where I was normally staying in my room all day because I was never seen by anybody in my family I was just the one who was useful every now and then just another mouth to feed nothing special about me. I’ve matured and realized now that my friends at school are my people and that my kids won’t be meeting their uncle. My younger brother is really cool though. This was a complete rant and you can feel free to criticize but this is my opinion and you can have yours. My entire life I have been the older brother but also the punching bag. Sometimes my brother will get actually angry and try to legit hurt you he once started attacking me because I started petting a cat he believed belonged to him even though it was someone else’s cat. I started hitting him back and I got in trouble. Also a different time he was calling me stupid so I said it back and I told him to stop chewing with his mouth open and I got grounded because I said that’s not fair I was grounded for 2 months. My life is not fair will never be fair and I wish it was just me all the time. Unfortunately I was cursed and I hate my life for that. So fuck my brother and my life. At least I have friends but I don’t have people who actually understand my struggle and I need that. Thanks Reddit.