I can't go on!!
so Im currently enrolled at allen, I did 11th there and couldn't understand half the stuff like I lowk gave up midway then im still doing 12th here and I fucking hate it
everyday feels so damn suffocating and I just wanna quit
I figured out another path and I talked to my family they lowk dont support it but im sure I can convince them but the problem is I dont know where to start? like what do I do now its all so overwhelming I just wish I could hide from it all
let me tell you about my plan, ive decided to go for ipmat and cut. the plan is to go all in with ipmat cute and boards. my family is against me leaving my state for further studies so I gotta actually do smth in these 3 to prove it to em that im worth smth.
if someone has been thru smth similar pls help me out im literally spiralling every single day I cannot think straight