What to do now?!
For the last few months, I've been asking myself "What now?"
I'm from a premed bg, and I always thought I'd become a dr. I gave the medical entry test, but my score was below the required aggregate (even thu i passed that test). At that point, I was so lost that I couldn't even think about any other degree or what I should pursue. I felt like I had disappointed everyone.
I had always been a high scorer , so when reality hit, it hit me hard. I realized I had never really thought about any career other than medicine.
After that, I applied for several admission tests and even cleared some of them, but I didn't want to go there. My dream was to study at IBA. So I took a gap year, gathered all my courage, started preparing for the IBA test... and wallahhh, NAHI HUA.
Now I feel like shit.
Ab kya?
At this point, I feel like such a loser. The worst part is that everyone assumes, "Mehnat nahi ki hogi na." But I did work hard. I studied. I prayed. And now I'm just asking myself, "Why am I in this same situation again?" Maybe i just wasted my whole time, maybe mujha gap year nahi lena chahiya tha..
I don't even know how I'm going to overcome this fear of failing.
Right now, I'm thinking about enrolling in ACCA. I honestly don't know what else to do... so maybe that's what I'll end up doing.