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Weird how the world works. I landed a dream job, WFH was making around 600k pkr a month as a developer(AI vibe coder 10X engineer shit), The job demanded clocking in 8 hours with an 80% of activity that was tracked. Took me from the time of waking up to getting to bed. Sleep was shit, gained almost 12 kilos because of stress eating eventually after 4 months I couldn't take it any longer. Everyday I used to ask myself "should I kill myself" until I couldn't take it any longer. I quit the job 3 months ago.
The reason I didn't quit sooner was that. I never had an opportunity that paid so well before this. and leaving it felt like being ungrateful to the opportunity.
Now I've run out of my savings, I've a supportive family so there isn't much pressure to earn just yet. Though, I've focused at my health and the progress is so far good. But focusing on health doesn't pay the bills, sadly
Everything is shit honestly, I wanna do something on my own, yet I feel stupid, like honestly does anything we do in the world really matter If all of us are loaded balls of thoughts on a spinning rock.
Ah, what a weird place. .