u/Humanbean1701

I have been practising with psi wheel for a fairly long time. I started 2 years back. stopped in between due to some life issues. came back to it this year. while I don’t have this issue while practicing sometimes, often late at night I wonder what if me and this entire sub and these people are mental ill or a hoax. now the issue is, if u don’t believe in it, u won’t be able to do it. and if u don’t do it, u won’t believe it it. it’s a cycle. and I read books, did energy work, prepared myself to have the capacity to take a leap of faith. I kept working on my psi wheel. i was cared of this leap. I’m an atheist and have been proud in my ability to be relational. It was scary. But I kept practising. there was a mug in my washroom with water and heavy mechanical objects. Today, I read a book which made me feel like it’s possible. And these objects haven’t ever moved Since 3 days back so it was NOT the wind people. it had a fan, a weird circular thing and a plastic cup sort of thing. I made the fan spin, and the circular thing move. its true and I want to dedicate my life to learning about it. Also want to learn from a scientific view using neuroscience.

I had an interesting conversation with someone regarding witchcraft and how it helped them with tk. after doing some research in it, I came across sorcery or the teaching of this sorcerer carlos and this link

https://www.reddit.com/r/castaneda/comments/aki0db/how_to_see_energy_in_3_weeks/

and before this the best success with psi wheel I had was by setting an intent and then silencing myself. Doing it long enough even caused feelings of euphoria which I try to avoid. Unsure why but yes. So I thought, why not give dark room technique a try. I did it and I did see some colours and a purple fog. It was very interesting.

after doing 30 minutes of that I heard an episode of the gateway audios, just the first one bcs I started it. it’s basically breathing energy exercise in the first one. Good practice to calm oneself down. Also had this practice about locking the negative emotions inside a box, also very helpful.

anyways then I tried tk and I pretended that the purple glob which I was able to see till some extent was around my psi wheel and it wud follow my finger. Then I tried to quieten my mind and use my fingers to lead it. I felt a tingle and the psi wheel moved with it. Also it wasnt wind since I moved my fingers slowly to avoid causing wind and it worked at a distance. I imagined it wud follow the subtle moments of my neck and it did. Then i replaced it with a heavier paper psi wheel I usually can’t move and I was able to move it from a distance and with one hand cupped near it. Very interesting.