r/telekinesis

I know it sounds crazy but… I genuinely feel like I’m capable of telekinesis. The weird part is that I don’t know how to activate it while I’m awake.
In my dreams, though, it feels completely different. I’ve had dreams where I could move things with my mind and somehow I could feel exactly what I was doing. It didn’t feel difficult or forced at all. It was almost like I already knew how to do it, and my brain just understood the process naturally.
That’s what makes me wonder if there’s something about being awake that prevents us from accessing certain abilities. I know that sounds extremely out there, but sometimes I genuinely believe something is blocking us from these kinds of powers in this dimension.
And I know the obvious response is “telekinesis isn’t real,” but then why has the idea existed for so long? Why do people across completely different cultures and time periods keep coming back to the idea of humans being able to influence things with their minds? Why is telekinesis such a recurring concept in movies, books, stories, etc.?
I’m not saying I have scientific proof that I can do it. I just have this really strange feeling that I can, and that I simply haven’t figured out how to access it yet.
Has anyone else ever had dreams where they could do something like this and it felt completely natural?

We have all been been told that there's a possible explanation for our abilities. Everything from a fan, we're blowing on it, you name it well with this footage I put the rest all that. There's no fan, I'm not blowing on it, there's no metal involved whatsoever. For those who don't believe in it we truly do exist. There are those really out there who are blessed to be born with telekinetic abilities

I have been practising with psi wheel for a fairly long time. I started 2 years back. stopped in between due to some life issues. came back to it this year. while I don’t have this issue while practicing sometimes, often late at night I wonder what if me and this entire sub and these people are mental ill or a hoax. now the issue is, if u don’t believe in it, u won’t be able to do it. and if u don’t do it, u won’t believe it it. it’s a cycle. and I read books, did energy work, prepared myself to have the capacity to take a leap of faith. I kept working on my psi wheel. i was cared of this leap. I’m an atheist and have been proud in my ability to be relational. It was scary. But I kept practising. there was a mug in my washroom with water and heavy mechanical objects. Today, I read a book which made me feel like it’s possible. And these objects haven’t ever moved Since 3 days back so it was NOT the wind people. it had a fan, a weird circular thing and a plastic cup sort of thing. I made the fan spin, and the circular thing move. its true and I want to dedicate my life to learning about it. Also want to learn from a scientific view using neuroscience.