Narcissist abuse
I was a victim of Narcissistic abuse and later realised it was not only the girl named P(29) was involved but my office team leader and some close colleagues were also involved in to it. This girl has joined my team in Feb of 2025 and we booked up once got seperated bcz she was a bitch trying to pretend she is not a bitch. I had a soft corner for her she was stuck in Nov of 2025 in some complex situation with work we were in no contact i approached to help her. Slowly we started to get close again and I went on a Goa trip with her this women was someone who never said anything true to me about her although I used to get intoxicated with her and believed what she said during that time.
After our Goa trip this women was being soft she talked to me once about her fantasy of cuckold I walked off without any explanation was planning to stop what was going on this women called me and started to beg saying it was joke I was kidding and after sometime I trusted her. But this women wanted what she wanted so when I used to go out with her for night outs she used to slip MD in my drinks which used to make me unconscious while she used to have sex on the same bed while while me being next to her. She started to do this with my own childhood friends. They got involved in this too then this started too happen at my house when I used to be with my friends they used to intoxicate me with this MD without my knowledge and they used to have group sex with her in my room while I was passed out next to her. Whenever I used to ask them questions about such things they used to say it is hallucinations. Then came a point in March where this women said we will stop having sex for sometime we will just be friends I said than we will be nothing this women planned a whole game she asked my friends to take me to Pune wherein my other friend lived. So I went there I was drinking while day in pain of trying to understand what went wrong. Then in night I was stable with my alcohol but they gave me a water with Md in it and this bitch called I got those visuals again how she was with one of my friend on my bed. Mentioned it out loud on a phone call she is a prostitute she has slept with Sam(one of my friend) I said to other friend u go she ll sleep with you too. Then I passed out I bcz of MD in middle my eyes used to open up and I saw more than usual people being in that room. When I came back after couple of days from Pune my family was paranoid they knew what happened a sexual abuse with me and I think my mother but nobody answered anything clearly to me. I think my dad was also someone sleeping with this girl. I am very confused what is the truth here please helppp???