Hi there I’m 4 years into recovery from an eating disorder and I’ve gained way too much weight
I’ve been fasting again and I’m looking for some toxic motivation
I’ve also started dating someone and he hasn’t said anything negative about me I still want to lose weight for him so my motivation is definitely back I just need an extra boost ya know
Did my first spell jar did a little research into what herbs to use and made my own recipe
It’s got a red candle, clear quartz, tigers eye, Hibiscus, I wrote my aspirations on a piece of paper and folded it toward me 4 times then sprayed the paper with my perfume then added cardamom, 4 bay leaves, and an orange peel. I’d love any tips and tricks or advice.
I’m definitely not the most spiritual person and tend to lean towards skepticism. I used to do spirit box and emf sessions without any sort of protection because I wasn’t convinced it was real. Now I’m slightly more convinced and I’ve had a weird string of horrible luck after my Buddhist friends prayer beads broke in my hand. All this weird stuff has been happening lately and some of my super spiritual friends are saying it’s because I’m torn between skepticism and belief. They recommended using a pendulum to do some self work. I’m just wondering if anyone has had a similar experience or have any advice. I’m super clueless when it comes to this stuff.