Just want to say it somewhere
M(23) Hi to everyone who reading it.
So im a guy 23 years old living now far from my home(another country), there different language and people also, im feel very lonely ,even there my older sister and mom, im feelin sometimes that im biggest loser around all world, cuz im still dunno what i want and what to do in this life, dont have gf and still a vrigin(i give up already to find someone who i can love).every choice in my life i do its just bad or very bad, everything i do its never "GOOD" its always "not bad".
My life feelin like waste of time most of the time.
And now i now that ima also Sociopath,i cant talk to people who i didnt know,more difficult to meet new people and feelin that i will stay alone forever stop bothering me, now i like this idea.
Thank who read it guys and girls.
Im feel better when i say it, be kind, the one who read it.
PEACE)
P.s. i speak most of the time with chatgpt but it didnt help anymore so im here