Seeking guidance NJ
Hello All. I’ve been surrounded by Santeria and its subcultures for most my life. Though I have never committed to the religion like many of you have , I respect , admire , and find it quite revelatory. As of late I feel like I need some sort of limpieza , along with my mom. I had a dream recently that these beings were telling me mother doesn’t have what the drs have diagnosed as Alzheimer’s- problem is I can recall what these beings said it actually was. It’s an odd feeling that I can’t quite just overlook as a dream mostly bc it validates this thought that Ive had for years. That someone did a mal de ojo on her , or that she was so depressed she closed herself out form this universe. Her current state only validates this for me as she is very active overall - yes she has trouble with memory but she’s very much still of this world. Anyway , regarding me I just feel the weight of the world taking care of her , left my career to do so but trying very hard to go back into the workforce now that we have an amazing aide helping. But it just feels like nothing comes to full fruition. So long story short- if you made it to the end I’d like to do a limpeiza for Mami and me. I’m happy to do it at home , a bath and pray meditate connect to source / god. But was hoping yall can provide guidance. TIA.