I'm tired
(sorry for mistakes, English is not my own language) Hello, I'm 15 years old girl. And I'm very tired.
my mom is sick. she has a carcinoma. not a scary one, I can't tell what of, cause of confidence. but she can't cooking and ironing anymore. and now, it's my duty.
i do that things before, but 50/50 w my mom. but now, all of that is mine.
i have 1 little sister, and 3 little brothers. 2 of brothers is 2nd grade of school, and i love them.. but they need sooo much of my time. their homework, their games and bath time.
other girl and boy is really annoying. they are in that age, when they're really just annoying. i live in one room w a girl, and that's nightmare. she hated me, my draws and anything that i do. and she very, very, very toxic. that's hard. live w she. very hard.
i do all of home work now. cleaning, cooking, ironing colthes of 5 children, watched of little kids and do their homework.
i really want to help my mother. i love her, and I see how my father tired of job everyday. but i so tired to do all of that things and listening toxic notrs from my sister.
and. I'm studying for only good grades. 5 in my country, and A in other. and i live in country, where school students should pass exam after 9, and 11 grades. I'm finishing 9 grade. and i should to pass my exam for maximum.
i don't know why i write it. I'm just tired, and don't know to who i can tell all of that.
thanks.