My mom said I am a failure because I am atheist
Pata hai aaj kya hua
So i was asking my brother why he wears a yellow tilak on his forehead everyday when it makes him look ugly. My mom heard it and got angry with me saying that I will find that out 10 years later when my bro will be successful and i will still be struggling because i didn't worship gods. My mom is just brainwashing my brother. My mom believes in all those YouTube podcasts about gods, astrology etc.
like one day i found rice grains wrapped with a small yellow cloth hidden inside my bag. She literally hid it in my bag when I was sleeping and when i confronted her she got angry and said it was for my own good and she learnt it from YouTube podcasts.
She has also placed a peacock feather on my table saying it is good for me.
She makes me put some kind of powder mixture(rosewater + haldi + something I don't know) in my bathwater everyday.
Sometimes she puts camphor in diyas and puts it in all corners of my house saying it will absorb all the negative energy.
I just hope my brother just doesn't start believing in these things too and instead starts questioning these things.
I mean I know mera accha time nahi chal rha hai but still forcing me to do such stupid things is too much. I just wish i can move away from home soon enough.
Also it's my first time posting and i haven't used AI for enhancement so if you don't understand anything just ask