If you fail. And refuse to try again, what do you do next p, personally?
I want to ask the question:
“TL;DR I failed so many times, that I now hate everything. What’s next when you hate everything you loved?
I was a jack of all trades, I had friends, video games, and sports, girlfriends(& the issues that arise with dating and growing up). I never did anything with any of them worth mentioning.
I focused too much on one thing, then failed and jumped to another… at one point one of my multi-year wastes of time was trying to combine all I know and do something giant, myself.
I failed again, obviously
because you don’t know me or that project.
I always got to what I would dare to say intermediate or low advanced for each skill, but I seem to never complete anything that is worth value to anyone besides myself or create anything that brings people together that’s worth a revamp to make worth value (not just monetary value, emotional value… for others than me, because I understand my emotional value mostly stems from time spent and sacrifices made to bring the project to where it is now).
I have probably had a few “really great” ideas over the years, but I cannot decide between starting again or improving anymore, and now in my 30s (MALE, USA) I just feel lost between preserving the past and building something completely new and leaving those ideas and memories forever behind.
Maybe because in my eyes it’s taken me 20 years to get any sort of project to where it is now alone, and I still am nothing more important than a fan-fic on tumblr.
How do you?