Am i overreacting?Got body-shamed by my family again
This happened last night. I got body-shamed, again, for being fat — I'm like 65 kgs. Every time my mom, my brother, my cousins see me, they always say mean things, like I'm the fattest person, like it's a crime to be fat.
Last night my cousin brother called me and my brother to just chill. I don't usually go out with them, I'm not really close to any of my relatives or cousins, but I don't know what happened to me, I thought it's okay, let's hang out a little, I was happy, so why not.
But they just ruined my mood. They said things like, "Should we admit her to the hospital for pregnant women?" — basically saying I look like a pregnant woman, saying I'm ugly. They always say something about my appearance. I never say anything to anyone, I always talk nicely, and I know how much it hurts when someone talks about your insecurities.
The most hurtful part was my own brother was laughing along with them. He's an asshole, I already knew that, but now I don't know if he even considers me anything. My Mami was sitting right there and said nothing.
When I called them out, or even when I didn't say anything, it was "dekh bura maan jati hai itni si baat pe, isliye koi tera dost nahi hai."
It hurts me so much. I feel ugly every single day, and I don't want anyone to remind me of this again and again. Do looks really matter this much? I just don't know. Am I really overreacting, guys? I just wanted to vent out. Thanks for reading.