u/IAmShadowstache

VERSE 1:
I’m waiting on a wake up call
But i am fucking sick of it all
I just wanna find my place
In a world that has no face
Where deception is key
In the corruption of irony
Sometimes it feels like there’s no place for me

CHOURS:
I’m soo Sick and Tired of all that pulls me down
Sick and tired of the way I felt that today
Can’t take back the mistakes that I made
Wish I could find my place, called Home

VERSE 2:
This life hasn’t been soo easy for me
Even in a world where I am totally free
You can have everything but still nothing
You can’t have anything, just because you try
But that won’t stop me from that way I am
Cause I’d rather chase delusion
Then find a better solution

CHORUS X1:

BRIDGE:
Wish I could find a home, inside my head
Wish I could be alone, than lonely instead
But theres nowhere to run, when you’re haunted!

CHORUS X1:

END:
But there’s nowhere like home, when you’re sick and alone

VERSE 1:
The reflections of my youth
Suspended in a memory
Careless lies, endless tries
To make everything alright
Whispers of a lost childhood
Future dreams of fatherhood
I don’t wanna be misunderstood

CHORUS:
I sing this melody, a song for your head
A lost future that’s been left for dead
I don’t wanna bother you, or bother me
I just wanna something like forever sleep

VERSE 2:
I’m left alone to decide what is right and what is wrong
I Just want somewhere to belong,
Since you’ve been gone, I just wanna find somewhere to be gone, a place to call my own, a place to call home, nothings real when your all alone

CHORUS x1

BRIDGE:
Forever is gone, forevermore
Love will remain, standing for
Romance is dead when love is a war

CHORUS x1

I wrote this song after a girl who I had known since childhood left me after all the love and everything we had and more memories than we could share, she left me for a guy and was proud to say that she didn’t love me anymore and that she could do her own thing and had no heart whatsoever to have a normal leave, and I wrote this song about it.

VERSE 1:
Maybe I’ll catch you in reminiscence
And I’ll find myself in your presence
Missing the one that once held me
Falling days and sleeping years
Wasted on you, on a memory
I should’ve left you, before you left me
I didnt know then that you would haunt me

CHORUS:
Alone without you, on my own
For the first time, I am alone
Alone without your name in my life
And somehow I haven’t died
For the first time, I am alone
Without you, without you

VERSE 2:
Maybe in the passing I’ll think of you
And I will cry to myself, to a song
I’m finding a way out, how to move on
Cause these dreams of you are fading
Contemplating, commiserating
And Every move I make, to get through the devil that was you and the hypocrite that was me
Is not in Vain

CHORUS X1

I wrote this song about being in love and feeling a long time devotion for someone who you’ve known for a long time, and knowing the promise of love in the future.

VERSE 1:
I’ve seen you in many ways and I am lucky to have known such sides of you
Were closer then every time before
And Through the times when I couldn’t find
A reason to go on, we’d find a way to go on
And I’d carry your love and suspend my faith
For I have more than this heart in hand can use
And I’d give you the world feel your taste

CHORUS:
And even if there’s nothing left for me at all
I’d give you everything and i hope you’d still be next to me, next to you
And even if there’s nothing left for me
I’d still be next you and you’d still be next to me

VERSE 2:
Through all the times I’d cry, nights alone
You were there when no one cared
And it could take a lifetime to realize
The truth of my youth and happiness
Was all because of you
Silent dedications, the death of obsession
And our growth of dying confessions
Kept us together, and I pray to god that there’s still a forever

CHORUS x1

ENDING:
There’s No One, No One Like You
Your Someone, Someone Who Always Knew
And I’d Be Happy Just To Have Known You
And I Keep Your The Memories, However Few

I wrote this song back, then recorded it and made it into an actual song and released it, but I took it down and scrapped it just because I moved on past this, but maybe someone can find this and turn it into something they like. The meaning came from a place of a friend or a lover falling out of friendship

VERSE 1:

There’s delusion in your trite

Did you even bare to try?

Then lie and say that it’s alright

Why did you push me far away?

Then say you wanted me to stay

Then cry about the time you wasted away

Go and find yourself a life

And finally let the misery die

Or live to hide another time

CHORUS:

So stay, with me

Please Don’t go, and never say no

And change, for me

For you and your denial

I just wanna see you smile, again

VERSE 2:

These stories write themselves

And you cannot blame someone else

Or lie and victimize yourself

So don’t try and make this cute

It doesn’t make you right

And it doesn’t make me wrong

CHORUS X1