My Kitty passed last year and I still miss her so much.
I've posted this on Instagram and Facebook accounts but since Meta disabled my Instagram back in February, my Facebook also got supended. So all those memories of her are gone now. So I thought I post it on here as well. To start things off, Kitty was her name and my Fiancé had her since she was born from her mother in 2007. So she was already a cherished family member because her mom was part of the family and she had a litter and my fiancé picked Kitty out of all of them cause she thought she was going to be be black. Lol Turns out she was just really dark grey. In 2019 I moved to California to be with her and thats when I first met Kitty. Even the first day I met Kitty. I knew she was going to be my cat and best friend. I always wanted one even as a kid especially growin up as an only child. She just picked me the first day and I never looked back 😭 In 2020 is when I adopted her because my fiancé mom already had other pets and I wanted to help take care of Kitty so since then we spent almost every day together as you can imagine. Last year in May 8th 2025 the worst that can happend to any cat owner happend. She just didn't want to get up one day and not wanting to eat to drink, or go to her litter box. I was starting to get scared and worried. So that same night, me and fiancé take her to the emergency vet and they do her blood work test and they tell us she has kidney disease which is why she was drinking so much water these past few month's because her kidneys were failing and it got to the worst. Which is why she couldn't use her robot litter box we got her.. Cats hide they're pain so well and just didn't show it until it get to much for her 😢 and I never knew that... and I feel so guitly about it and I wish I would of known sooner.. And I feel like I let her down. I was devastated hearing this and even more when they wanted $6000 that we didn't have to start her insulin treatment and hospitalized. We already had spend $2000 on her vet visits the nights before and all 3 vets we took her too told her the best to do was to euthanize her because she was in pain and she even went pee on our lap caus eher kidneys were just too damaged... and this can honestly break a grown man. She was in pain and in her last moments even my fiancé knew we had to let her go. It hurt me the most because I thought Kitty was going to be around for a few more years and I was wrong. She just turned 18 and I was suppose to protector but I couldn't protect her from kidney disease. She was already fighting lymphoma in her stomach from a few years back and it just amazes me that she faught so long. My fiancé says she faught so hard because she didn't want to me sad in the end and damn that hurt so much. I just hope Kitty knows how much I loved her. And she died in my arms so she knew she was always loved in the end. She passed with her eyes open looking at me, the last thing she wanted to see was me..😢 I never said goodbye when they took her body. I couldn't. I said "See you later, Kitty" with tears in my eyes. I came to the hospital with Kitty and my fiancé and my fiancé and I left alone that day with her carrier. It's been over a year now and the pain and trauma still stays but then again. Kitty always has a place in my heart and I will never forget about her. She burned in to my heart and type of love just doesn't go away. I've had many girls break my heart in my life. But this is the one heartbreak I think I may never recover from and I willingly signed up for it. I soulmated so hard i willingly signed up for this heartbreak. I know it may sound crazy but I still see Kitty at times in our room even when I know she not there and it makes me believe in some sort of afterlife and maybe one day Kitty will come back to me in her reincarnation. Maybe not the same as she looked but, the same love and bond that just never goes away.
Rest in paradise, Kitty Garcia.
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2007 - 05/08/2025🖤