i'm going on vacation tmr and my vacation home has a pool & hot tub. i really wanna wear a full bikini set without swiming trunks for the first time, but i'm afraid my peenits will come out. i don't know how to tuck or anything either. so how can i wear a bikini? any advice or anything? please & thank you 💕🥺
i feel like i'm a rare case..
i had hppd type 2 from january 2025 until around august-september 2025. after becoming recovered and having no more visuals, i started doing drugs again, i even start taking psychedelics again, and i have not once had a single flair up or relapse caused by taking drugs again. and i'm talking molly, coke, adderall, shrooms, crack, you name it and i've done it.
but moreso recently it's like my hppd has come back but as type 1 rather than type 2. instead of getting visuals or anything, i just get flashbacks of the trip that ruined me, and i get sent back into the head space i was in during the nightmare trip for a few seconds, sometimes even lasting up to an hour or two.
anyone else like me? where you 100% fully recovered from hppd type 2, and then later on developed type 1 hppd instead?
could this just be ptsd from my nightmare trip? i don't get visuals so idk 🤷🏻♀️
one year, five months & seven days, thats all it took. i can now comfortably trip on shrooms n molly, even dxm, smoke weed, do stims, all of it. i am completely recovered. no syptoms whatsoever. my heart goes out to those who still struggle, this disorder is hell.