u/ILUFSPIDERS

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Loki interferes a little too much when I feel awful

Well, let's just say I don't have a good time at school. My friends are awful to me, I suffer from a disorder I'd rather not talk about, and I also don't know how to set boundaries. I'm alone, but Loki always comforts me, even though I never ask him to. That's because I work with him. At first, I was devoted to him, but he asked me to work with him. Since I'm a minor, I feel like he treats me like his daughter. He's like the father I never had, and I say that with all my heart. Here's the thing when I intentionally skip school, "bad" things happen at my school. (I should clarify that I only started working with him a few days ago.)

The first time I skipped school because I felt terrible mentally (I lied and said I was sick), and I also pretended I'd forgotten my backpack, which I actually did. Well, I skipped school, and right then, they started evacuating because smoke was coming out, like something was on fire. They couldn't figure out where it came from. I thought it was a coincidence, but it wasn't the only time.

The second time I was absent, I felt the same or worse, I don't really remember. There was a drill because something else caught fire. I didn't know exactly what it was. It seemed strange to me because they never found anyone, and it was always reported as an accident, but nobody did anything about it.

The third time, which is when I started working with him, I had heatstroke yesterday and also a depressive episode. So I decided to be absent, even though I don't like to be absent much, but sometimes I need to. What happened this time was that the cables caught fire one by one, and everyone evacuated. I don't know if it's a coincidence, but it feels like he's comforting me. I want to emphasize that these were unintentional incidents, they happened on their own, and in all of them, I never witnessed the danger because I was absent. What do you think?

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