u/ILoveEatingFood96

Hi,

I applied for passport last year and went to work in another city. I once came back to do my passport process and they did not take it further as I forgot to bring my class 10 certificate.

Later the application got expired and I opened a new application. Now, I forgot and missed the 'Did you already apply part' and made a new application like it's my first time.

Will this be an issue. If yes, what to do. If no, what to do. Please let me know.

Joined one of the Big 4s as an Analyst.

Did B.Tech, I'm bad at tech though. Was lucky enough to get a PMO role in a project.

God had different plans. I was in Hyderabad when I converted my internship to full time (3 months back). Paid rent and advance to an apartment to live my dream of living alone.

But had to come to Bengaluru for the project (it was my mistake), lost the advance + relocation cost + PG rent in BLR + train tickets ~ 35k rupees out of my pocket.

The Partner/ED was toxic as hell where I was made to work till 11 pm atleast every everyday + had to run to office by 8 everyday.

He always used to shout, scream and do all bad things to a point where I lost my morale. Plus the other executives are busy playing the blame game and I was blamed for certain things at times.

Then they told me to also start doing Java Development. I expressed that I'm bad at coding and now I'm being released off the project (I asked for it as I wasn't able to deal with any of the things).

I'm yet to be released + I have an assessment coming up on the tech stack I was trained on + I have no project in my hand.

This project has made me start drinking, cry randomly and now I'm worrying that I have no project and I'm not ready for the coming assessment as I was busy with the project (~70 hrs of training).

I am broke now with no money to live or eat (as all these drinking and stuff has taken the money) and I don't know what to do.

I am just lost and I feel soo heavy and painful when I'm writing this , but I'm not even able to cry.

I am in a city with no friends or anything. In negative money and some traumatic experience from my boss and some further painful experiences to go through.

Please guide me and help me through this.

If anyone here can help me with getting a project in Deloitte India naa I'll be the happiest person right now. Any non-core tech project.

Thanks.