I need help
My girlfriend (F27) and I (M22) have been together for almost a year and have been living together for about 5 months. She hasn’t been diagnosed with BPD but she feels like she has it. She gets these episodes of depression and anxiety and she starts saying that she doesn’t care about anything anymore and starts putting herself down and I feel that I can’t help but I want to and I try soooooo hard to comfort her but she doesn’t listen I feel and it’s been getting to me. I’ve also been dealing with depression because I ended up losing my job and a week later I got into a car accident and totaled my car I’ve been dealing with this since the end of February. I’ve tried getting another job but nowhere is hiring and my girlfriend has been having to pay rent on my behalf and I just feel sooo horrible because I can’t help. I’ve been really trying to help as much as I can around the house but I have a shadow double problem and I like having her with me or in the room while I clean or cook and she also is the same way.
Today during an episode thats lasted around 3 days she finally talked to me. She said that she feels like she’s been the one making the most effort in the relationship and that she sees all the things I do for her and said “I don’t want you to think I’m taking you for granted because I’m not I know your putting in effort but I feel like I’m the main person that has been doing everything in the relationship” after she said that I got upset but I didn’t yell or anything I just said that I’m sorry and that I’m not good enough. We didn’t argue but she got more upset and started putting herself down and I just have been trying my hardest to help but I just really need advice she’s the love of my life and I want to be there for her but every single episode she puts herself down and I’m breaking inside I don’t know what to do anymore!