u/I_hate_me_lol

i want to make the upper notes on “blauen,” “hellen,” and “schauen” quieter, as it doesnt make sense to punch the end of a word. at first i was popping into head voice but my teacher told me she wants me to maintain chest all the way through. fine, but it still doesnt make sense to me to have those be so loud. i feel like ive spent weeks trying every which way to make the ends quieter and i just cant. its driving me crazy and sounds awful. maybe the people of the internet can help. excuse the bad singing and poor recording quality. please help. i have juries next week😭😭