u/I_will_cry_at_you_

I adore coasters. Im scared of heights but ive overcome it dozens of times just to ride, and im usually fine after a few rides. But the worst anxiety comes before ive even gotten to the car to drive over. Maybe its because ive got anxious people around me or something, but I always get really negative and worried thoughts before I go and then immediately lighten up when I enter the park. Does anyone know someway that I can chill out? Is this common for you?