Moving on from my FP
For the last 9 months I’ve dedicated 100% of my time to someone who only cared about me when I was putting in the work. It’s been such an emotional roller coaster and I’ve decided to finally walk away. I’m almost certain that I am also their favorite person because they would mirror me and when I’d give them the cold shoulder, they’d get sad. It’s taken me a few weeks to slowly detach myself. I finally decided to mute them on IG when I noticed that they watched my story of me actually going out & having fun and exited after the first one. I can’t hold space for someone who’d rather me be miserable than happy. It’s not often that I am happy so when someone is jealous of my happiness, they gotta go 🤷🏼♀️
It hasn’t been easy but it’s been worth it and much better than feeling like I’m not good enough to hold their attention. It was getting so intense that I’ve cut off all of my friends and kept myself locked in my room obsessing over every little thing they did. Not anymore, I’m going out and enjoying myself. I feel confident now and I encourage anyone else who is struggling to get over their toxic FP to do the same. You are worth it and you are lovable ❤️