u/Icy-Friend1306

hi yall i got accepted into the pharmacy program at mcphs. i would go to the boston campus and live in the dorms my first year. im from tampa and i have always wanted to live in a new city, i love people and nightlife, so boston is tempting. but i heard bad things about the school, so can anyone let me know truly how it is? college life, boston life, curriculum? the bad reviews are making me nervous saying it’s a scam but not specifying how pls lmk

for some background info, something happened to me as a kid so when i love someone it is very hard for me to have sex with them without crying (idk i’m working on it im still actively going to therapy to work it out) i was also very comfortable when i was single so i am not scared of being alone and im very independent. i (21F) have been dating my bf (20M) for 6 months and was immediately mutually obsessed with him at the start. we couldn’t keep our hands off each other and i even had to drop a class because i thought about him so much i almost failed. even though it hasn’t been long i could fully see my future with him. he is a truly great guy and treats me well. however im his first gf and he’s my third bf. he still has insecurities sometimes that come with a first relationship and while i dont think hes doing anything wrong it can be frustrating for me because im way past that phase. i’ve started getting irritated with him and now i dont even want to touch him (however this could also be because of my own issues) i still think he is so handsome and i can still laugh with him and talk, but i dont want to do anything physical with him and sometimes now i can picture my life without him. sometimes id rather hang out with my friends instead of him. i really wish i wasnt like this and i wonder if its normal and something ill get over, if its my own trauma thats preventing me from being intimate, or if ive simply fallen out of love with him. i dont want to make any impulsive decisions but im struggling to navigate my feelings. it also hasn’t been long at all so i feel that its still early.