Always smell like urine
I made a throwaway for this because I’m so embarrassed to talk about this. But I don’t know how to keep myself clean.
I’m someone who has a larger outer labia and whenever I pee I feel like it trickles back to my anal area. It took me FOREVER to figure this out because I used to be wet there and my underwear would always smell and I’d have no idea why or what was wrong with me. But now that I’ve figured this out it feels like I still don’t know how to keep myself clean. I’ve tried wiping my butt when I pee in addition to wiping my urethra area but most times I forget to do it and am I just going to be a freak who always has to wipe their butt when they pee? I’ve tried leaning forward when I pee, spreading my legs and that still won’t get the urine out without it trickling back.
Is there anything else I can do to work on this issue? Honestly as a long-term goal I’ve considered saving up for a labiaplasty because I’ve had this issue for as long as I can remember and it’s a quality of life thing for me. I have zero confidence with my husband touching me, going down on me etc. and I get so anxious at the thought of even walking past people who are seated because I’m so scared they’ll smell me. And I just had a baby and feel like I’m having leaking issues so that def doesn’t help me feel any better.