I need to vent because it's eating me alive and I don't wanna tell my parents.
I was 11M and he was 10/9M. I'm still underage btw.
So I went to my friend's house to hang out, and we watched a movie in his living room and his mom said it's too scary so we went to his room instead. We put on a diff movie(I think it's the Barbie movie) and he locked the door, then he paused the movie and showed me 🌽. I asked him what it was and he said: "it's what parents do when they're alone. " He then asked me if I wanted to do it and I agreed because I was scared he was gonna judge me. He said that he wanted to be the guy so I had to be the girl. He then took off his pants and we'll y'know. He did it in the mouth for a while then he did penetration. He used one of his parents condoms because they did it in the video. It hurt and I'm scared to tell my parents because I think they will judge me. Last year in school I had sex Ed and it's just then I found out about it being wrong.