What do you do when you lose your person? When he was the one who you could tell anything to and he’s gone from one day to another? Yes I know I chose to go NC but it hurts…and you have to put a smile on your face because no one knew we were together..I hate this 😔
Day 3 of NC with MM of almost 4yrs and it hurts. We met online and I knew he was married but we just hit it off so well that we found ourselves talking all day and night. I’d lose sleep messaging with him. Then after a couple years it slowed down and lately I call it a good day if we text for more than the typical GM or how are you text.
I finally had enough (or was hurt enough) to go NC yet I still want to reach out but I know if I do then I’m not honoring myself and I’ll fall back into accepting the bare minimum. He treated me like an option for a long time and I’m done. I don’t need to be in this constant cycle of whether he’s thinking of me or cares about me like he used to tell me constantly. I deserve better….or do I 😔