i didn’t realize my anxiety was talking this much every day
i started noticing something weird recently.
throughout the day my brain keeps throwing random anxious thoughts at me constantly and i don’t even realize how often it’s happening until i stop and actually write them down.
stuff like
“they’re probably annoyed at me”
“i definitely messed that up”
“something bad is gonna happen”
“everyone noticed that”
i started logging them and later comparing them with reality and honestly… most of them never happened.
that part genuinely surprised me because in the moment every single thought feels 100% real.
i think the scariest part about anxiety is how normal it starts to feel after a while. you don’t even notice your brain is lowkey catastrophizing all day anymore.