u/Icyclevein

Hello everyone 👋

So it's been total 4 months since I was floxed

I had Cipro IV - and a week later 1 pill of levofloxacin

Oh man it took me to a place mentally where I might never be able to recover from

The trauma and the feeling of no control over my body and mind with no hope

Man I just broke tbh

How come no one in this world ever worked on finding a cure for this

How is there so much suffering because of it

My heart cries for all the people that went through this including myself

Truly if you are either in the acute phase or recovering or having a slow recovery

You must acknowledge the strength you have because this can break you it really can

It isolates you from the rest of the world

And for someone like me with mental health issues prior to this i can't even explain where it took me and where I still am

So for the most part I regained my sleep

Diet is close to normal still no caffeine sugar or nicotine no substance

Leg pain lessened

But theres a problem now

Recently I ate outside idk that food idk what they put in it but I had bad diarrhea then loose stool and the taste of it remained in my mouth for 3 days it doesn't wants to go

Ever since then I've been feeling more hungry

And a little hard lump showed up on my right feet it's small but idk why it's there

A little research tells me it's collagen weakening but idk for sure ai can give out false information

I always feel like something in my throat

But the main part of it all is

I m starting to hallucinate a bit

Sometimes when I look at some place randomly there is like a black spot appearing

Sometimes it's random spots

Sometimes I feel like somethings next to me or something happened like laptop screen flashed or things like that

My dreams I can't remember them when I wake up but I used to have vivid dreams prior to this

I sometimes hear things noises random noises and sometimes I get light headed

But the best part is life feels real but it could also be that I accepted this new reality

I don't even know how to spot the difference anymore

Since I also got memory problems

I am scared of how much time has passed

My life is not the same

Sometimes my knee or toe they have random burns btw and it's longer but also it's less frequent

My eyes they sometimes my vision wobbles slightly like staring at the curtain or mat it shakes like there is dust shaking idk how to explain it but it's like dusty vision kinda

So my question is

Am I recovering or am I regressing and what do I do about my mental health how do I live again

-- hello 👋 everyone

I am here to ask some questions regarding my situation

So close to 4 months ago

I had IV drip of Cipro and 1 pill of levofloxacin

It caused me severe brain issues

Brain fog -dp/Dr suicidal ideation - vision issues balance issues sleep jerks eating issues dream like state Can't think

Physical issues were

Leg pain feet pain falling through the floor

Gut sensitivity and such anhedonia emotional blunting

You can read the rest in my older posts

After 3 months things started to look a bit better

Gut was normalizing

Vision problems got better

Dp/Dr was getting normal comes and goes

I thought I was recovering

And then yesterday night

It all started again

Intense panic

Overthinking to the point I felt like I was gonna have a severe irreversible nervous breakdown

Dp/Dr

And suicidal thoughts again

The thing I keep telling myself is no point of life when we are all gonna die

But honestly I don't know if that's real because

I used to always think that and it wasn't this bad

I was trying to not think about it today it helped a bit

But I feel isolated with an overactive brain

Not only that it's like

The difference between people and me is

They can find pleasures in life which is why death is not that simple to them

For me I can't find any pleasure it's like I don't have a filter

So my question is

Is this normal is it trauma or am I getting a delayed reaction

Btw just to mention i don't have any leg pain anymore

I healed my gut healed as well

I had a broken nail that completed built a new nail so my mito might be working

But what is this

Please someone help me

Hello everyone

Right off the bat 🏓

Lemme tell you that fluoroquilone anotbiotics should either be banned or restricted unless a serious issue occur

Because of the lives it has destroyed how is this even legal ?

You know from all the things that has ever happened to me this was one of the worst experiences ever

To give you a little context you could go through my post to see what this pill has done to me

From hallucinations to suicidal ideation

It has broken me at the age of 29

But after almost 4 months I am here to tell you

That I finally sometimes have good days and bad

Sometimes I am laughing and sometimes I feel nothing

I have few questions

Is libido coming back a good sign ? Does that mean my cns is getting better ?

If my body parts heal like I had blood under my nails and it succefully recovered by pushing the nail upwards and cleaning it meaning my mithocndria might not be damaged ?

Is not being able to notice visual snow a good sign or am I getting used to my new life

Please someone elighten me

Today I felt very broken