Ashwaghanda
I finally tried it after deciding Duloxetin was not for me.
The reaction I had to Ashwaganda was really positive. Worries, stress and anger seemed to melt away like butter.
Pain not so much but I felt recharged enough that I could strategize my treatment again.
This could be just a brief good moment and I hope it lasts.
I found some level of gratitude in this living hell called “floxed”.
-This condition removed me from an extremely toxic work environment with high suicide rate.
-I have been on my own since I was 14, I have been able to reconnect with family.
-Last but not least, after ruminating in anger, despair, frustration and grief. I feel like I can actually move on and forgive the people that put me in this position. I can accept responsibility for my actions but I don’t have to accept responsibility for the actions of others.
-This could change tomorrow because of how unpredictable this condition is, but a good moment or “victory” can really be a milestone to hold on to in the future when things are bleak.