u/filmmakingjedi

Does anyone else have days were you just feel so hungry and empty even after eating?? I feel so rough

Ive always had struggles with the idea of my best friend dating people. Previously it is something she has hidden from me for months and that made me feel like shit and gave me a real complex about it. Its the only time we have ever fallen out and it has really stuck with me no matter how hard i try and shake it.

Now its happened again and this time comes at a time that i realise im on the aroace spectrum which hads a whole other element to it.

I just want to talk to and be good friends with other aroace people. I wont lose them to relationships, they wont hide secret lovers from me. They will understand that i dont want a typical relationship and wont automatically think i will be jealous because im not dating someone. Its just too hard to explain to my friend how i feel.

Sorry rant over

Random question but is anyone here part of merlin rp on instagram? The community seems dead but i only just joined 😫 i wanna write with people who like merlinnnnn

For context, ive always been an athiest and very anti religion (due to various things), but recently have become fascinated with paganism. Whether its because i love folk horror movies like the wicker man, or because ive started to rewatch merlin, i just find myself completely fascinated by it. Im from england and have always wanted to know more about this side of my countries history.

Are there any good beginner books/youtube videos/documentaries that i could delve into? Where is a good place to begin when learning about paganism?

I just unlocked terraforming!! But have no idea where to start. Do you seasoned pros have any tips for where to start? Any major dos and donts?

Is there a good way to display pieces showing the flat side rather than the loops? I much prefer the clean look but my loops on the back are too bulky and make it hard to add any backing/display it.

Any tips??

Been coming to terms with my sexuality lately and been finding it hard. I really cannot find a single lable that fits me. I probably should just say bi just to make things easy but even then it doesnt fit me.

I feel a fraud to call myself aroace. It implies that im not interested in anyone and dont get crushes at all etc. But i do sometimes especially celebs or characters. Im just lost.

Anyone got any good ways i could soft launch my sexuality??? Im finding it really hard to verbalise even to my best friend, so a soft launch insta story might be the way to go

Just finished nz2 and realty enjoyed this series. Was wondering what happened with all the cast afterwards? Does anyone still hold a gruge? Had there been any drama or pettiness?

Also why does everyone hate mike? Maybe im biased because i thought he was hot, but imo he didnt do anything that awful??

How to start a veg patch

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Ive only been playing for a few weeks and i desperately want to start a veg patch but so far all i have is 5 carrots 🥕 😅

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Leif rarely comes round with new vegetable seeds so unsure where to start 🥲

Hey guys! So recently ive done my first two punch needle kits and i really love this craft. I find it so therapeutic. The question is, how do i transition from kits to making my own? What essentials i need and what do i need to know?

How on earth does one find a queer platonic relationship? Dating apps make me feel like shit but absolutely crave company. Long distance is more ideal for my current situation but i absolutely crave a close bond with someone.

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Are there any 'dating' apps as such for this? How else do i find aro ace spec people who wanna bond?

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If anyone wants to dm me you are more than welcome ;) 23F btw

Recently ive discovered im probably on the aroace spectrum. One thing that lead me to this was that whenever my friends get into relationships it makes me so uncomfortable. Like im happy for them sort of, but also like im not their favourite person anymore, they have someone more important in their life now but they are still the most important to me. The idea of my best friend dating and having a girlfriend makes me so weirdly uncomfortable that i find to hard to shake.

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Does anyone else feel like this??

Ive become obsessed with starburster particularly the bridge section. I just love it so much. Give me your best song reccomendations for songs like starburster particularly the bridge. I also love bug and i love you (basic I know sorry)

Im pretty sure im aego. I just hate the idea of any sex being done with me involved but i still have urges and find people attractive.

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Ive labelled myself personally as aego for the past few weeks but today i got into a situation where i was sexting someone and they wanted to call and do phone sex and oh my god it was so uncomfortable. I wanted to give it a go to se ehow it made be feel but neverrr again! I get horny, but i dont want sex to have me involved and it crossed into that boundary a little too much. Really regretting it and feeling guilty and dirty.

Ive labelled myself personally as aego for the past few weeks but today i got into a situation where i was sexting someone and they wanted to call and do phone sex and oh my god it was so uncomfortable. I get horny, but i sont want sex to have me involved and it crossed into that boundary a little too much. Really regretting it.

Hey so i bought a few beginner kits from amazon and was so excited to finally have something to do over the summer, but the kits are absolute crap. The yarn doesnt stay in the fabric at all (yes ive pulled it super tight and watched tutorials). The needle has left huge holes in the fabric too. Absolutely gutted

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I was wondering if anyone (uk) knew of any good kits that i could buy that would be perfect to just use without too many issues?

Does anyone else get cysts? Particularly between their thighs? Been getting a few recently and theyre really annoying and sore. Cant tell if its from my thighs rubbing