Zog it, dis game needs autobalance.
Iz toired of havin to be da speedboss to a buncha grots, and I dont wanna swap just to get a scrap against the grots cuz that's no fun neither...
Iz toired of havin to be da speedboss to a buncha grots, and I dont wanna swap just to get a scrap against the grots cuz that's no fun neither...
Life just keeps reafirming that im going to stay a broke unlovable autist till the day I die. Therapy keeps telling me to visualise a better future but no matter how hard I try to make it work it just ends up as another failure and Im starting to question if therapy can even help me at this point. I ask them for actual answers/solutions for the fucked future were heading for and Im only provided with distractions like this plastic crack.
I cant understand what it will take to make them and my parents understand that the world isnt like how it was before and that the effort needed to support myself and find someone who tolerates my presence is just too much for it to be worth it at this point.